allygator'ss [:

when i see that my best friend can see her boyfriend whenever she wants, and her mom loves him, and they know each other so well,

and his mom loves her, and he can stay out until 11, because he has a curfew but his mom doesn't mind if he's with her.

i wish i could spend that much time with my boyfriend,
i wish i could see him everyday like they see each other every day.

it's been a week of spring break and i've only seen him on tuesday. she's seen him every day of this week.

i can't help but feel sadness.
i wish i could be like that with him too.

but overall i'm content. i'm just glad i have him,
and i guess it makes me appreciate him more.