allygator'ss [:

i hate getting ready for nothing. :/

i hate that i'm so afraid of his mom, i hate that she's nice to other people but not to me, i hate that i always end up at home and i hate that even though i ask other people if they want to go out they never can or probably don't want to. i hate that i don't really have a best girl friend anymore because she has a boyfriend, i hate sitting in my room, i hate feeling hopeless, i hate feeling like it's always going to be this way.