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i feel super relaxed and happy and everything feels calm .

i love feeling calm and relaxed and playful around him .

i dont wanna jinx anything but its like before again & i love it & i love him & i want to be his forever . and i want him to be mine foreverr .
ive been thinking about it a lot and i know im young but i finally have a good argument for why we can last .
ive never had a problem with commitment. i dont care about being single and flirting and going from guy to guy.
i just want to be loved by one guy and love one guy for the rest of my life . forget new "experiences".

i only care about knowing what it is like to be loved by one boy. and seeing him grow from boy to man. i only care about kissing one boy for the rest of my life, making love with one boy, getting married to the boy who i see transform into a man, having children with only one man for the rest of my life. growing old with one boy.

mmm, love is great.
but itss going to be hard & i am willing to deal with it .

anyway school is pretty chill, i'm not so worried about the economic summit. i dont really care if i win or not, just gonna get my work donee and im sure i can get straight b's by the end of the yr and im okay with that. ive been thinking alot about the future and im really scared !! i know forsure i want to be some kind of psychologist but my mom and other people have been telling me i should get into writing so maybe i could write books about teen psychology but also be a teen psychologist ? i'm also thinking about being a CHILD & TEEN psychologist too. ive always been really good with kidss so i think that would help me outt tooo.

and i really want to study abroad ! definitely somewhere in europe, i know in some places its a lot cheaper too. thats the good thing about studying economics ! im kinda scared about the swine flu thing because im a hypochondriac but i think i'll be okay.

we've been testing all week so i feel really relaxeed because i sleep an extra hour in class lol.

my friendships are good, my lovee is well, and everything seems fine (: