allygator'ss [:

i really didn't think you were like this. you know what? i might have made mistakes in getting mad at you before, but this time, i really did have a reason to be mad at you, and once again, you've turned it all on me, saying YOU need time. if anyone needs time, it's me. the only reason i don't is because time is to me giving up. and i'm not a quitter. you're supposed to be more "mature", that's the whole reason why you lied about your age in the first place; good job on showing me you are! instead of talking this out, you'd rather escape it and not talk about it at all.

and yeah i feel really mean in saying all of these things, but i truly and deeply am disappointed in you, and i feel like i have really lost a lot of trust in you, and i honestly don't know if i should still be with you. relationships and love is about trust. how can you love me when you've been lying to me the whoooole time, and i don't care if it's about something simple, it's the fact that you kept up this lie for a year and a half, you've told my own parents this stupid asss lie, a lie that you shouldn't have done in the first place, which you should've come clean about soooo long ago.

sorry babe, but you can't turn this one on me. it IS your fault and i don't feel bad. not anymore. i'm not going to beg for you to come back to me and i'm not going to try to reason with you anymore. you said you liked independence, well you are going to get a huge dose of it now. i still love you and i need you, but i'm starting to realize i love myself too and i don't deserve this. so unless you honestly change, i don't think you'll have any more of me.